From the “Something That Came Up Today” Department… More on “Stopping”

Truth, it comes up a lot.

We’re all trying to “give up” some stuff, trying to stop doing some things, but often have difficulty doing it.  Aside from a blog I wrote about this a while ago, we might want to think of such things as surrender instead of “quitting”, stopping, etc… but I digress.  We endeavor to stop drinking, overeating, eating poorly, isolating, perfectionism, controlling things, spending, video games, TV, and a host of other things.  Sometimes we’re trying to avoid things that are actually good for us- exercise, going to a support group, going on a job interview, self care and the like.  Most of the time we point at a lack of insight, “willpower”, or related ideas.  For dozens of years, people have been going on *wince* Dr. Phil, Oprah, Donahue (I don’t watch too much TV- who do we have now?), and others asking why people can’t stop __________.

There’s an interesting colloquialism in 12-step programs that addresses this.  Some say that “what makes people drink is sobriety”.  Whatever one feels about 12-step programs, this is a pretty elegant, and deep idea when applied to alcohol or drugs or other things we might want to give up.  Consider it this way- what if our inability to stop something (or start something) is not the difficulty in stopping or starting, presence or absence of “willpower”, but the difficulty of how we will feel if we do?

Try this thought experiment.  How would an alcoholic feel if they stopped drinking?  Someone that stopped “obsessing” over __________?  A person obsessed with control feel if they stopped controlling things?  Someone that stopped overeating?  It’s intuitive to say that these folk might be “relieved”, but I’d argue that’s a superficial look.  I think these persons (and other people with other issues) would feel pain, fear, sadness, even shame and anger.

What I’m getting at (simply) is this: if we have trouble surrendering something, it’s more likely that is difficult because of how it would feel to do so.  More difficult than the effort or organization or “insight” about what we need to give something up.  If that’s the case, it points to why much deeper “work” is more often necessary than simply will-ing our way into stopping something.

Therapy is Not the Answer

This is sort of a PSA for clients and therapists alike.  Therapy is not the answer to our problems of relationships, depression, grief/loss, addiction, taking food from others, communication, our sense of broken-ness/low self worth/shame, loneliness, etc.  Therapy isn’t just a way of being either.  It’s probably a way of being that solves these problems, and can prevent many in the future as a result.  The only exception, if seen in a particular light, might be around issues of safety that require immediate intervention.

Therapy should be a space where we work through the feelings we’re carrying with us that prevent us from coming to these answers on our own.  It’s an activity that should prompt us to be without our defenses and distractions as much as is possible, with a guide that has done enough of their own work that we can be taught how to live gracefully with these feelings, let go of them/transform them, and provide us principles and ideas that will help us not make some of these mistakes in the future.

We certainly should be giving direction about how to handle some circumstances, communicate more effectively, learning parenting and relationship skills, symptom management, relapse prevention and etc.  There should be an organized body of material to assist with these things.  They will all be rendered useless though, in absence of a principled way of operating, and or in the presence of enough emotional intensity that the tools cannot be used or we cannot see “answers” clearly or the simple consequences of not having these feelings gracefully end up exacerbating problems.

So, a suggestion.  Learn some survival skills that lend themselves to our ability to get some new ways of operating.  Have enough support from family, friends, and professionals that will enable surviving the process.  Deal with the feelings that come up, then set about “solving” things.

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